♥ Every girl's dream

I know I love you still.

So fast its the third day. Time passes so slow. How I wish your SPM over as soon as possible.
I'm glad you're still smsing with me but when I receive a message "sms later" my heartbeat will increase automatically. I won't know whether you'll text me after you done your stuffs or not. Of course I wish you will.
I wish everything was just a dream. Tell me it's just a dream!!!
I can't stand anymore! Although I believe in fate but I just can overcome everything.
I'm tired. I don't want to cry every night because of those problems. I don't want!
I wish I could get you back someday. Can I? Can I? Can I? =[
The pain in my heart is there forever. Wound getting deeper and deeper.
You said you'll be more happy after we end it. But how come I'm not?
I felt sad when you said maybe I'm not suit to you. Will you tell me those condition to be your girl? Will you?
Every night when I close my eyes I see you. You appears in my mind everytime telling me to stand up and go on with my life.
I'm sorry, I can't. I'm not strong in this! I hate myself.
When you said I'm your good friend, I'm kinda happy and also kinda sad.
Happy because we at least are still friends ; sad is because I don't want to be your friend only.
I wish I can stay inside your heart forever. I wish.
I can't face the fact. Honestly, I really can't put you down. I want another chance!
Will miracles happens between us? God, please let miracles happens! Please.
I need it desperately. It'll determine everything. I miss every of our happy moments badly.
But, all I need now is CHANCE! All I can do is wait for you patiently.
I regret for letting you go. Why won't I appreciate you in the past? I can hold you tightly but how come I'm not doing it? Whats wrong with me!!! I lose my direction currently. I'm insane and stupid!

Iloveyou.