My Study Life Sucks
7 days more to final. There's a countdown in my last post just to remind me how near is finals, and yet Kar Yan felt afraid of it. For all you know, I post that just to remind you to study lar my dear Karyan =D See I so sayang you ahh *tongue*
Hm..put all my effort on mathematics these few days. Don't know why I can stand it...lols..Maths really gonna make me go crazy. I can't live without a calculator, just because I'm lazy to count with my own brain. It gotta rest for the coming up exams. Haha..Seriously I'm really freaking scare about the finals. Wondering how hard is the questions. Can I do well in it.. etc
By the way, thinking whether to drop my mandarin subject for SPM or not. It's like so hard for me. Especially the essay part. Writing 200+ words is already a hard job to me, and now upper secondary gotta write more than that. Really creeping me out! If I really wanna drop it, I don't have any excuse why I wanna drop that plus Pn Chong will nag me for the whole day! wtf. Miserable man~ Dropping mandarin to my parents is a big no-no!!! I HATE CHINESE!!!
Loads of things are bothering my mind now except studies. My gawd! Relationship is the other thing that bothers me. Sat near the window last night thinking whether should I just forget about the past and start a new life or not. I wanted to, but I just can't put down him..=( I can't accept the reality. I'm saving my own relationship is that a problem? Hmm..some of my friends just don't encourage me to do so.. Anyway, it's complicated! Don't wanna say much about it also. Just focus more on my bloody exams first la..
Hm..put all my effort on mathematics these few days. Don't know why I can stand it...lols..Maths really gonna make me go crazy. I can't live without a calculator, just because I'm lazy to count with my own brain. It gotta rest for the coming up exams. Haha..Seriously I'm really freaking scare about the finals. Wondering how hard is the questions. Can I do well in it.. etc
By the way, thinking whether to drop my mandarin subject for SPM or not. It's like so hard for me. Especially the essay part. Writing 200+ words is already a hard job to me, and now upper secondary gotta write more than that. Really creeping me out! If I really wanna drop it, I don't have any excuse why I wanna drop that plus Pn Chong will nag me for the whole day! wtf. Miserable man~ Dropping mandarin to my parents is a big no-no!!! I HATE CHINESE!!!
Loads of things are bothering my mind now except studies. My gawd! Relationship is the other thing that bothers me. Sat near the window last night thinking whether should I just forget about the past and start a new life or not. I wanted to, but I just can't put down him..=( I can't accept the reality. I'm saving my own relationship is that a problem? Hmm..some of my friends just don't encourage me to do so.. Anyway, it's complicated! Don't wanna say much about it also. Just focus more on my bloody exams first la..
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