I heart me.
I really got no idea why must you lie at me. It's not the first time, I tried to bear with it but I can't. Every time you said "sms later le" it's like a another hope for me. If you don't have that intention to do it then don't say it. Once you said it you have to do it! I rather not smsing in this kind of situation. I don't want to waste my time sitting there waiting for your message like a stupid asshole! I'm not that patience anymore. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm sick of all these kinda stuffs which come on the wrong timing. I forced myself not to think about you but your appearance keep on appears in my mind. I just can't stop myself thinking of you. I told myself to stand up every time I felt down. Everyday I tried not to sms you or contact with you, but I'll grab up my phone automatically just to text you. I felt that stupid. I'm so crazy about you. Too crazy! I'm not the me anymore. I see changes in me after the broke up. You changed me into another person. That day, you sided your friend, I can feel the pain in my heart. You put them in your heart 1st or me? I really wanna know the answer. All these things really screwed me up! I hate it. I want back my hapiness and my actual life! Don't change me!!!
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