♥ Every girl's dream

Melted.

Don't feel well the whole day. How I wish there's someone by my side. Maybe I watched too much dramas that's why I have that kind of thinking. Naive girl. I wondered what if God bring us luck back, how nice. But I realized that was just an imagination of mine. Things won't work that way. I guess I should be more tough when I'm facing all these rubbish!!! Saw you online during this afternoon, I scrolled mouse and wanted to click on you just to chat with you. I didn't. I don't have that kind of braveness to do so. That moment I felt that I'm so useless. I scolded people useless before, now I finally know how useless I am. I have that braveness to do anything but when it comes to all these, I don't. I wish to share my mood with you but in the end I expressed it out on my friend. What am I thinking? Why am I thinking of all this? I should put my effort on my coming paper instead of all these and yet I'm doing it. I don't even have that mood to study. Maybe I'm insane, maybe I'm a nerd. Whatever! I don't mind what others said about me. I should learn to bear with problems. I'm big enough to, I'm no longer a small girl. I tried to forget what had happened this afternoon, but when I online at night, I saw you online too. Omg! This time I finally clicked on you. We chatted. You told me you improve a lot and you told me your results, I felt so happy when I know your results. Congrats! ^^ At first verything was fine but when you said you wanna offline. I felt sad. I finally know when a person you love is leaving you that kind of feeling is really hard to describe. =( But I know that as long as I've fate God will still bless me. God will still love me! God will still be by my side! Planned with a friend about how are we gonna celebrate birthday this year since our birthday falls on the same month, DECEMBER! December babies rocks! =P Really got no idea how are we gonna celebrate because of school holidays. Anyway, people says that making wishes during birthday it will really come true, is it true? Lol. Really gonna try it out this year. =) Forget those sad moments and start a new life from tomorrow onwards!!! WENYEN, GAMBATEH!!! ^^